Your Embrace.

We are conditioned to believe
everything must be earned.

If people are kind to us,
we are kind to them.

If they bite,
we bite back.

We like to prove ourselves.

As Dr. Ulf says it,
'All humanity seems to revolve around
work and reward,
incentive and whip, action and reaction.'

This human tendency makes it
very difficult to comprehend Perfect Love -
Unconditional Love;
which can never be earned
because mere man and woman can never pay its price.

Logically,
we don't deserve any bit of this Love.
Our mind has no capacity to
contain the immensity of it.

Then what can grasp this?

Your heart.

Carol says I have an over-active mind.
I agree and I'd say it has the potential
of both empowering and weakening me.

Many times,
after wringing my brains out,
I'd only find my peace when

I close my eyes
and reach out to the unseen.

It'll take awhile,
because it takes time to
slow down the spin of our minds.

And once its finally silent and still,
somewhere in your heart clicks -
and you find yourself delving deeper

Where a peace that surpasses all understanding
wraps around you.

An invisible stream seems to
roll into and through your heart -

Cleansing and refreshing it again,
all pain surface and
melts into tears you cannot control.

I really love such experiences.

And so many times I am amazed
how unconditional it is
because I know how
unloveable I can be
yet it does't push me away

but this Love
pursue me.

Even in times when I avoid Perfect Love,
he fixes his eyes on me
that when I surrender
his embrace is so near;

that when pride and loneliness
darken my side of life,
he reminds me he's still waiting, when
his brightness shines only brighter
against the darkness.

I've learnt,
most of the time,
all we need is to
Reach out and let
Imperfect Love embrace us.

And I am convicted that this embrace
can never be earned.
Whether we are justified or not,
Perfect Love remains the same.

It is made as a gift by the Giver.
And this gift can only be unfolded
when its received
by you.

Many times we don't know what to do.
But
He'll know what to do.

What would my life would be
without you?

What would I become
without experiencing your embrace?

Why did you call

Why did you wait
For someone so unloveable,
Someone so unworthy.

There are no words
for this beautiful song

When I'm in the arms
of my
Beautiful One.

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