Perfectly Imperfect.

With no exaggeration,

June 2009

is the best month

of my 23 years.

I've been convinced

time after time

that with Daddy,

it only gets better.

I must stress that

it was a month that's

completely imperfect

and because it is so,

June unfolded 

glorious beyond

my expectations.

Through the month,

my ambitious nature

 unfailingly tried to 

be in charge.

I strove for perfection 

by 

trying to 

control everything.

The more I tried,

the more I realize that

as much as I hate it,

I cannot control

everything I want to control.

At my breaking point

of every 'pursuit of perfection' episode,

I learned to take a few steps back

to balance 

between 

 

being a 

control freak

and 

ignorant bum.

Learning how to 

balance

is as terrifying as your first time

balancing on roller blades;

On your part,

you need to 

Focus,

be Patient,

 learn how to 

Encourage yourself.

Besides yourself,

you must

humble yourself

to 

depend on others -

those who know better

and

your peers

who offer their encouragement and support.

Nobody needs nobody.

The most important thing I did

in my experience of balancing between both extremes,

I learned how to 

depend on

my Best Friend

who I enjoy being with most.

Through it all,

I hope He enjoys me too.

Looking back,

I am immensely grateful to 

him 

for the beautiful teachers, friends and youths

he's put in my life.

I will be sharing the lessons

I've learned from my experiences in June

in the next few days.

You have a purposeful week ahead!

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